Hell is so close, and Heaven’s out of reach

But I ain’t giving up quite yet, I’ve got too much to lose

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I’m trying.  I even made him a pie and brought it to his studio, just like I did when we first started dating.  Of course, when I got there, that woman who claimed that he was the father of her child was there.  After spilling the pictures, she insinuated that she hadn’t gotten a chance to pay him back yet.  I knew exactly what she meant.  I’m trying not to read into this too much.

I really need to feel closer to him.  Intimacy would help so much, but for some reason, he doesn’t seem to want to have sex with me anymore.

I mean, we’re going to be okay.  We have to be.
It’s us.

Lena Lawrence is the name. I work in the family enterprise, one that makes me financially secure and skyrockets me to a stable social standing. I speak French fluently, as I grew up around the French Quarter of New Orleans. I speak a bit of Irish that I learned from my grandmother. I was accepted into both Princeton and Yale, but opted not to go because there are more important things to me. I have a wonderful Husband, Jake, who I love with all my heart and we have an amazing child named Addison and another on the way. More?